I appreciate so much that you share here. Not only does it make you feel like someone I know and care about, which is always nice, but it makes the waiting a non-issue for me, since I get to know more or less what is going on, and can move on to wondering about other things in life. As to your detractors -eh. Whatever you pay attention to gets bigger, so they say, so I say focus on what you love instead. I think that is what you are already doing. So good for you!