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Last Year (Winds of Winter)

The last post from the Lost Post, and the one you've all been waiting for.

Back when this was one long long long post, before Live Journal sent it to the cornfield, I mentioned opening with Dickens' line, "It was the best of times, it was the worst of times." So it was for me in 2015. I've spent much of the day recreating (in Cliff's Note summaries) my own personal "best of times" from the previous year, all the wonderful things that went down for me in 2015, the awards and the publications and the bestseller lists, the cons and the parties, the travel, all the exciting new projects underway at HBO and right here down the street in Santa Fe. But inevitably that brings me to my own personal "worst of times," and that is considerably less fun to blog about, so do forgive my reluctance to do so.

You wanted an update. Here's the update. You won't like it.



THE WINDS OF WINTER is not finished.

Believe me, it gave me no pleasure to type those words. You're disappointed, and you're not alone. My editors and publishers are disappointed, HBO is disappointed, my agents and foreign publishers and translators are disappointed... but no one could possibly be more disappointed than me. For months now I have wanted nothing so much as to be able to say, "I have completed and delivered THE WINDS OF WINTER" on or before the last day of 2015.

But the book's not done.

Nor is it likely to be finished tomorrow, or next week. Yes, there's a lot written. Hundreds of pages. Dozens of chapters. (Those 'no pages done' reports were insane, the usual garbage internet journalism that I have learned to despise). But there's also a lot still left to write. I am months away still... and that's if the writing goes well. (Sometimes it does. Sometimes it doesn't.) Chapters still to write, of course... but also rewriting. I always do a lot of rewriting, sometimes just polishing, sometimes pretty major restructures.

I suppose I could just say, "Sorry, boys and girls, still writing," and leave it at that. "It will be done when it's done." Which is what I have been doing, more or less, since... well, forever. But with season 6 of GAME OF THRONES approaching, and so many requests for information boiling up, I am going to break my own rules and say a little more, since it would appear that hundreds of my readers, maybe thousands or tens of thousands, are very concerned about this question of 'spoilers" and the show catching up, revealing things not yet revealed in the books, etc.

My publishers and I have been cognizant of these concerns, of course. We discussed some of them last spring, as the fifth season of the HBO series was winding down, and came up with a plan. We all wanted book six of A SONG OF ICE AND FIRE to come out before season six of the HBO show aired. Assuming the show would return in early April, that meant THE WINDS OF WINTER had to be published before the end of March, at the latest. For that to happen, my publishers told me, they would need the completed manuscript before the end of October. That seemed very do-able to me... in May. So there was the first deadline: Halloween.

Unfortunately, the writing did not go as fast or as well as I would have liked. You can blame my travels or my blog posts or the distractions of other projects and the Cocteau and whatever, but maybe all that had an impact... you can blame my age, and maybe that had an impact too...but if truth be told, sometimes the writing goes well and sometimes it doesn't, and that was true for me even when I was in my 20s. And as spring turned to summer, I was having more bad days than good ones. Around about August, I had to face facts: I was not going to be done by Halloween. I cannot tell you how deeply that realization depressed me.

Early August saw me back east for my nephew's wedding and an appearance with the Staten Island Direwolves. I took advantage of the visit to have another sit down with my editors and publishers and told them that I didn't think I could deliver by Halloween. I thought they'd be sick about it... but I have to say, my editors and publishers are great, and they took it with surprising equanimity. (Maybe they knew it before I did). They already had contigencies in place. They had made plans to speed up production. If I could deliver WINDS OF WINTER by the end of the year, they told me, they could still get it our before the end of March.

I was immensely relieved. I had two whole extra months! I could make that, certainly. August was an insane month, too much travel, too many other obligations... but I'd have September, October, and now November and December as well. Once again I was confident I could do it.

Here it is, the first of January. The book is not done, not delivered. No words can change that. I tried, I promise you. I failed. I blew the Halloween deadline, and I've now blown the end of the year deadline. And that almost certainly means that no, THE WINDS OF WINTER will not be published before the sixth season of GAME OF THRONES premieres in April (mid April, we are now told, not early April, but those two weeks will not save me). Even as late as my birthday and our big Emmy win, I still thought I could do it... but the days and weeks flew by faster than the pile of pages grew, and (as I often do) I grew unhappy with some of the choices I'd made and began to revise... and suddenly it was October, and then November... and as the suspicion grew that I would not make it after all, a gloom set in, and I found myself struggling even more. The fewer the days, the greater the stress, and the slower the pace of my writing became.

Look, I have always had problems with deadlines. For whatever reason, I don't respond well to them. Back in November, when I returned to Northwestern to accept my Alumni Award, I told the Medill students that was why I started writing fiction instead of getting a job on a newspaper. I knew even then that daily deadlines would kill me. That was a joke, of course... but there was truth in it too. I wrote my first novel, DYING OF THE LIGHT, without a contract and without a deadline. No one even knew I was writing a novel until I sent the completed book to Kirby to sell. I wrote FEVRE DREAM the same way. I wrote THE ARMAGEDDON RAG the same way. No contracts, no deadlines, no one waiting. Write at my own pace and deliver when I'm done. That's really how I am most comfortable, even now.

But I won't make excuses. There are no excuses. No one else is to blame. Not my editors and publishers, not HBO, not David & Dan. It's on me. I tried, and I am still trying. I worked on the book a couple of days ago, revising a Theon chapter and adding some new material, and I will writing on it again tomorrow. But no, I can't tell you when it will be done, or when it will be published. Best guess, based on our previous conversations, is that Bantam (and presumably my British publisher as well) can have the hardcover out within three months of delivery, if their schedules permit. But when delivery will be, I can't say. I am not going to set another deadline for myself to trip over. The deadlines just stress me out.

I am going back to my stance from last March, before all this. It will be done when it's done. And it will be as good as I can possibly make it.

Having said all that, I know what the next question will be, because hundreds of you have already asked it of me. Will the show 'spoil' the novels?

Maybe. Yes and no. Look, I never thought the series could possibly catch up with the books, but it has. The show moved faster than I anticipated and I moved more slowly. There were other factors too, but that was the main one. Given where we are, inevitably, there will be certain plot twists and reveals in season six of GAME OF THRONES that have not yet happened in the books. For years my readers have been ahead of the viewers. This year, for some things, the reverse will be true. How you want to handle that... hey, that's up to you. Look, I read Andy Weir's novel THE MARTIAN before I saw the movie. But I saw the BBC production of JONATHAN STRANGE AND MR NORRELL before I finally got around to reading Susanna Clarke's novel. In both cases, I loved the book and I loved the adaptation. It does not need to be one or the other. You might prefer one over the other, but you can still enjoy the hell out of both.

Of course, there's an aspect to our situation that did not apply to either the Weir or Clarke cases. Those novels were finished before they were optioned, adapted, and filmed. The case of GAME OF THRONES and A SONG OF ICE AND FIRE is perhaps unique. I can't think of any other instance where the movie or TV show came out as the source material was still being written. So when you ask me, "will the show spoil the books," all I can do is say, "yes and no," and mumble once again about the butterfly effect. Those pretty little butterflies have grown into mighty dragons. Some of the 'spoilers' you may encounter in season six may not be spoilers at all... because the show and the books have diverged, and will continue to do so.

IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN ALL FIVE SEASONS AND READ ALL FIVE BOOKS, STOP HERE!

Just consider. Mago, Irri, Rakharo, Xaro Xhoan Daxos, Pyat Pree, Pyp, Grenn, Ser Barristan Selmy, Queen Selyse, Princess Shireen, Princess Myrcella, Mance Rayder, and King Stannis are all dead in the show, alive in the books. Some of them will die in the books as well, yes... but not all of them, and some may die at different times in different ways. Balon Greyjoy, on the flip side, is dead in the books, alive on the show. His brothers Euron Crow's Eye and Victarion have not yet been introduced (will they appear? I ain't saying). Meanwhile Jhiqui, Aggo, Jhogo, Jeyne Poole, Dalla (and her child) and her sister Val, Princess Arianne Martell, Prince Quentyn Martell, Willas Tyrell, Ser Garlan the Gallant, Lord Wyman Manderly, the Shavepate, the Green Grace, Brown Ben Plumm, the Tattered Prince, Pretty Meris, Bloodbeard, Griff and Young Griff, and many more have never been part of the show, yet remain characters in the books. Several are viewpoint characters, and even those who are not may have significant roles in the story to come in THE WINDS OF WINTER and A DREAM OF SPRING.

GAME OF THRONES is the most popular television series in the world right now. The most pirated as well. It just won a record number of Emmy Awards, including the ultimate prize, for the best drama on television. It's an incredible production with an incredible cast and crew.

WINDS OF WINTER should be pretty good too, when it comes out. As good as I can make it, anyway.

Which is a long way of saying, "How may children did Scarlett O'Hara have?"

Enjoy the show. Enjoy the books.

Meanwhile, I'll keep writing. Chapter at a time. Page at a time. Word at a time. That's all I know how to do.

((And yes, this is my final Cliff's Note for the day. You can all go to bed now)).

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Mark Sue
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:42 pm (UTC)
Ignore the deadlines!
From a lifelong deadline hater as well: Please ignore them. These are your stories, and you are entitled to take all the time you want to take without feeling guilty or stress about it. We will wait.
Ramon Batista
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:43 pm (UTC)
It was very difficult to read it, but thank you for the update.

Thanks and good work!
Rachel Leahanna Amburgey
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:44 pm (UTC)
I Feel For You!
Depression and stress makes it much harder to write. Take your time George! It's not your fault HBO is rushing the series. They should just go back and pick up some things they left out!
Billy Huelster
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:44 pm (UTC)
Thank You For The Update Sir....
...We can all be patient a bit longer...I worked at Bantam for many years, you are in fine hands indeed...Take your time, get it right...Writing comes from the heart as much as the mins...Lets Go Jets! Lets Go Mets...(Maybe these two teams are distracting you)...LOL
Graham Peebles
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:44 pm (UTC)
For you George: Thanks for the update.
You know the old saying, good things are always worth waiting for. I will enjoy letting my mind wander in idle speculation on what is to come and seeing if I was right or wrong. The wait however long, will be well worth it.
Thanks for the update George, you do truly care about your readers and your commitment to the quality of 'your' world says it all for me.
SaraOutWest
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:44 pm (UTC)
Deadlines suck!
So says a former journalist who met those deadlines, but it almost killed her so she found something less stressful to do for pay. Don't let them get you down. We love your beautiful stories and await their conclusion, on your terms. Thanks for inviting us into your crazy freaky world of ice and fire, George.
arya_wolf
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:44 pm (UTC)
Update
Thanks so much for the update. I'm still amazed at your regard for the fans. You don't have any obligation to keep us informed, yet you do.

Yes, I'm disappointed as all the fans are, but fans have no right to dictate how you spend your time. Instead, it is our privilege to read such great material.

Please, stop beating yourself up, all your fans will rejoice when Winds arrive, whenever that is.
jeffreyab
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:44 pm (UTC)
I realize that the longer that this series goes with its myriad plots and characters the harder it will be to write.

Take your time and it will be down when its done.

I am looking forward to the forthcoming Dance of Dragons collection which you have already written if not collected yet.
Derek Kupper
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:45 pm (UTC)
The books are the books. The show is the show. I would rather have the books you want to write than the books you settled for.

Greg Freed
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:46 pm (UTC)
Love and support
In solidarity, after writing this post on my mobile phone, I handed it to my wife to review, and the dog knocked my phone out of her hand, and somehow the back button got pressed, deleting the whole post. I've written it again, perhaps as you've rewritten chapters. Perhaps it's better for it.

I love your work and support you and whatever schedule. How you work best is how you work, and I trust you to do your very best without the need of any stated expectations from me.

As a fledgling writer who also has a hard time creating under pressure, I empathize (perhaps devastatingly) with your position. One might hope that enjoying your level of commercial success would mitigate the impact of anxiety's most pointless and frustrating hindrances, but all worldly wisdom tells us that we can only be who we are regardless of external circumstances. Circumstances may shape us, but habits will out.

At least this fan supports you, and I'm sure many more do, too. Don't be disappointed with yourself on my behalf. That breaks my heart. I am content to wait. Just do your best like you've always done and you've always known you would. I will always be satisfied with that.
danieltanan
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:46 pm (UTC)

That's okay, george, we can wait.

Bobby Lyons
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:46 pm (UTC)
Thank you much
The updates are appreciated, thank you, even if they do not include a release date. Of course everyone would love to have a copy of tWoW in hand right now but I think we would all rather you take your time and make something you are proud of because that will ultimately be a better experience for you I assume and no doubt for us as readers and fans. In my opinion there is no reason to rush, take as long as you need and keep up the good work that we all enjoy so very much.
snapewho
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:46 pm (UTC)
I for one am sorry that the (well-deserved) popularity of your awesome books has put you under so much pressure. I want to apologize on behalf of your fanbase for the attitude of entitlement that we have, as a group, exhibited. It means the world (to me at least) that you were able to tell us this, and I hope that everybody backs off you a little bit in the future. I love that you are willing to communicate with your fans, and I hope you continue doing that, so long as we clean up our act and remember that you're a human being.

Hang in there, and don't let it get you too down on yourself. You're an amazing writer who is responsible for a huge cultural phenomenon, and you should be proud of that. Others have said it, and let me reiterate: we love you.
leighk51
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:47 pm (UTC)
Thanks for being honest George, I can't express how much I love ASOIAF and how much I'm looking forward to reading The Winds of Winter, but I'm content to wait until you feel it is finished to your high standards. At the end of the day, as talented as you are, you are still just a man, and we all miss deadlines (R'hllor knows I'm no exception). So George I wish you all the best with your writing and with your personal life and I hope you have a 2016 that is filled with more highs than lows and I hope it's as stress free as possible.
Have a very happy new year George!
berzerka
Jan. 2nd, 2016 03:47 pm (UTC)
Time is on my side...
Sorry you're feeling low about your progress. No worries. Being a writer is like carving out of chest of drawers with a pocket knife. It takes time, foresight, patience...you get the gist.

Just glad to hear you're still whittling it all down. ;)

Happy New Year!
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